It Beats

My heart beats
And then I know it's there
You are all I wanted to keep
Wait, you can't even care

Not the way you should

I feel my heart beat
It's the only thing I feel
There is nothing I may keep
Because everything is yours to steal

But it's not the way it should be

There is no where to turn
I cannot escape forward or back
You are all that I yearned
And now you are all that I lack

This isn't how I want it to be

I cannot find my angel
Now I don't know if it was ever there
I approach at every angle
And it ends in despair

And it's not the way it should be

I wish you could feel the hurt like I do
Because you don't, you can't, won't.